How did I get here?

At least the question isn't "where did I come from?" I feel like life has been flying by at high speed. (in high def too!) I moved to Fargo in May when my lease in Morris was up, and holy crap, its already mid-august! Im getting ready to move to a new town-house with Jacob and Danielle, and oh, I got a full time job in Alex. lately I have been thinking about where I want to go with my life, what I want to do. I am a really sad that I am not going back to school this semester.  Recently I was informed about this program called the JET program, where I would go to Japan and work there for a year with an inter-cultural program and help Japanese people learn English and become more proficient in the language. This would be an amazing chance, but it would mean that I would have to quit this amazing job that I just got and start school all over again. (you have to have a bachelors degree to go into this program) Not to mention find another job here in Fargo and be able to work enough to pay my bills. It makes my head spin.


I WANT to go back to school, I enjoy it and have more goals that I would like to accomplish but at the same time I JUST got this job that I love. I have absolutely no idea. Knowing me, I will stick to the safe (and boring) route. Who knows? I am still wondering how I got to this point.